Friday, January 10, 2014

What should I do?


The reason I say, "What to do?", is because I am not sure what to do about everything I am dealing with.  I just started to take on-campus classes again, instead of online; however, it seems that I am having trouble with it. 

I am trying to figure out how to come up with the funds I need to use the bus system to get to each class on time everyday.  Bus passes would be much more cost efficient, but I am not able to come up with enough money each month or week to buy the passes.  I am lucky just to come up with the $4.50 for each "all-day" pass.  As a matter of fact, I was lucky to even come up with the money I needed to make it to the word-processing class that I am sitting in right now.  (Thanks, Mom and Dad.)  If I come to night classes I would not have a ride to class or back home, I have tried that route.  I really do not like to ask for help from anyone, because I like to be as self-sufficient as possible.  I even tried taking courses online, but that also is an issue because of the children that are constantly running around the house; constant interruptions.

Well, now onto other things that I need to figure out...  Should I stay in school or take a break and find a job?  If I find work, I know I can save up right now while I am living with my parents'; however, then I will have to find childcare for my youngest child.  I don't want to ask my parents' for anything else, because I feel that they have already provided me and my kids with more than enough.  Another point I wonder about is if I should look for work that allows me to use my childcare expertise or my customer service expertise.  I guess I am just going to do what I feel is right, when I feel it is right. 

The ideal thing that I want to find is a job that allows me to take my child with me, like a daycare center or other childcare facility.  This way, I just have to worry about getting there everyday on time and ready to do my best.  Or, I could stay in school and try to find a part time night job.  I have faith and hope that God will absolutely provide anything I need, even just something like the childcare I need to watch my youngest child so that I will be able to find and go to work.

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